bismillahirahmanirrahim...
assalamualaikum wbt..
fess nk gtaw smlm tepat kul 5.30 pagi..ak smpai kt ngeri tnh tumpah drh ak..Kelate.. I'll be here for almost one month. [jika dipnjgkan umo].. nk ksik cter lagi gmpaq,b4 ak leh blik cuti cm gni..there must be lots of thing dat i need to face..well,,people always said that.. erm..org putih ckp ape eh.tp x per..yg pasti org mlayu ckp.. 'nk sng,kna susah dlu'.. ok..fine..
susah..penat..stress,,tension..n bnyak lagi bnda2 yg berkaitan dgnnnya..ak x nafi..ak x pnah sangkal..bnda2 ni mmg slalu bermain ngan kiter student kan? xleh lari dri smua ni.. cuma..ak bkn nk ckp atau nk ukur tahap stress,,tension ak nih cmpare ngan org laen..tp ak dpt rser,,exm lps siriusli mmbuatkan ak sgt2 laen dri diri ak sblm ni...n siyesli ak rser rezat terok...@#%$R%%&^^^$###@
sebut psl exm..ak x taw nk dscribe mcm mner.. [ak rser mcm teeettt].. ak pon x taw naperr..mgkin fktor bnyak maen n sdkit lagho for this sem mmbuat kan ak terkial2 n terlumba2 utk hbiskn note,bku yg tebal gilerr tu dlm mse stadi week yg hnya smggu tu.. plus..this yer is a little bit tougher bcoz lots of thing,,i mean new things that we learnt and it's really2 too much..smpaikn time nk exm..rser cm nk pengsan..ngan anat nyerr..biokem nyer..pisio nyerr...ak x taw arrr sme ada ak sorang kerr yg rser cmni...so siriusly ak nk ckp kt sni....taking medicine courses x leh wat main2 kawan... skali tersadai..repeat yer jwb nyerr...OMG..wat gonna happen with my PRo exm this June~ xnk pkir..xnak pkir.
hurrmm...hri tu..tertgok cter 3 idiots with my fmily mmbers,,siyes ak ckp,,tu lah slh stu cter industan peberet ak..walupon ak da tgk berkali2..tp tiap kali tyg kt tb..ak msti tgok..pdhl kt lptop da ade cter tu..sengal kan?wasting tyme kan?haha..bior laa..tp yg pasti ak sgt2 suker moral of the story from cter tu...
part kwan sling mmbntu...~ak ulang..kawan slg mmbntu...
frasa kwan slg mmbntu..ak x taw nk ulas mcm mane frasa ni dlm konteks khdpn ak as a medical students..sometime...kalau korunk nk taw arr kan....bdk2 mdic nih..sukerrr wat keje dia jer..maner ader nk amik taw masalah kwn dyerr ker..ape kerr..no way bro..you with your life..n me with my life... do live in your own world..stop bothering others... ok.. i don't really know whether this is only happens in my universiti or the others also like that?? people started changed bcoz they didn't much care about wat their frens do..
cth mdh ak leh gtaw..nampak si kwan ni x stadi..asyik gayut fon jerr...ade inisiatif nk p tegor?? no way..smua org da anggap diri msing2 da bsr.,,u need to take care of ur self..laen laa dlu..tyme nk SPm..ak asyik tdo jerr..mau ak kena bantai ngan mama...kena bebel lagi.. n so on..
tp skrg kt sni..no way...kau bleh hdup sesuka atie..nk stadi ker x tu ko pnyer psl..asal ak lulus..org laen ak x kesah....
so,,ape yg ak nk ckp sbnrnye ehh....ntah laaa..ak rser mcm kdg2 jauh sgt dgn kbhgiaan sbnr..ak slalu duk pkir..bezzz nyer lau ak amik cg..bez nyer lau amik fud biotek..beznyer lau amik fizik... ommo...ape ak merepek ni... sedor pqoh oiii...hang da scnd yerr..nk nyesal kerr?? skali ko da msuk sni..kna teruskan... yaaa...ak kena kuatt.. harus..wajib...
do make a change plisss...plis...pliss... i.Allah... i hope for a better me for next sem..
btw..wateva it is the result that i may get...juz accept it... sesal dhulu pndapatan..sesal kmudian x der guna dah..
Pro examm...wait for me...I will try my best.......!
last but not least...relax suda~ chow..
